Saturday, November 9, 2013

Bila mana tidur anda terganggu kerana hal kerja ketahui lah its about time to give up.

Friday, November 8, 2013

Written memories

Assalamualaikum.

Its been a while. Phewww.

Pejam celik pejam celik dah march 2014. God. Seriously.  Cepat kan masa berlalu. Another 3 quarter to go. Chill.

My bestfriend-gadoh-bestfriend balik dah kawin. I takde ramai friend apatah lagi bestfriend so bila bestfriend dah tukar status ni I felt a bit lost. Yelah, nanti nak kongsi masalah dengan siapa iye dak?

Hehe. But mak ok je. Life must go on what.

Mak ok je. *lap air mata*

New phase for me will begin soon. Again, another company another position. I pun tak paham apa yang I carik apa yang fit dengan jiwa I. Dan I sungguh tak paham kenapa lah cepat nau bosan dengan keje. Tapi I fikir masa muda ni lah nak eksperimen.

Kata nak live life to the fullest konon kan. Baru tuka environtment dah nak chicken out ke. Leklu. Sap kok lu. Long way to go. Kalau sekarang dah kalut risau apa orang pikir apa mau makan. Macam mana itu macam mana ini then kita akan set boundaries. Our own boundaries in fact. So mana point live life to the fullest nye.

Admit. I pun risau takut I take the wrong route. Tougher route. Tapi tak cuba I tak tahu. I taknak mati buat benda yang I tak value. I tak excited. I felt like I kena kurung dalam kotak locked and people throw away kunci dalam laut.

mummy risau I tak boleh bear with the stress all that. I bet so too. Haha. But kamon. Too early to judge me ladies. Macam dulu I tak pernah independant. Macam dulu I tak pernah keje kuat. Kamon. I need to live my life. I shouldn't live other people's life.

I want to be happy. Just be happy.

Mummy, I love you and I cant even tell how much I love you. But this time I choose to take this route. Jalan yang sarat duri. I wish you could understand. I wish you will always there if I need a hug. I love you and I know you love me too. Because I love you, I want to be happy. I want to smile. Because I know my happiness is yours.

LinkWithin

Related Posts with Thumbnails