Monday, January 2, 2012

sesi muhasabah boleh mengelak takbur dan bongkak ^^

besok keje.yeay!!tak sabar betul! *bluerkk*

hehe..ok2.tak baek betul dah dapat keje tak tak reti nak bersyukur,merungut je manjang.penat lah.stress lah :) ok2..sudah2 lah merungut tu akak2 sekalian.ayuh lah berkerja denga produktif ini tahun. moga2 dapat increment sebesar gunung. hahahahaha. ^^

owhh maaf.terikut gaya korea. hahaha.setelah sekian lama bertarung untuk dapatkan cuti new year akhir nya hari ni berjaya! yes! tak keje dan tak dapat OT extra pun takpe. :)

Hari ni tiba2 rasa mahu serius. harap awak2 semua tak kesah lah ye.

because i start my new year dalam keadaan tak berapa nak tenteram maka i think i should take a few steps back. recall myself. muhasabah. mungkin Tuhan nak warning saya. maybe i was just too harsh to so many people already. maybe i was just judging the book by its cover all the time. therefore Tuhan nak this new year I calm myself down. grow up. be mature. optimist. forgive and forget (my super sorry because I dont know when forgive and forget become hard to handle for me)

2011 has been good..bad..good..bad for me. sepanjang tahun i was like...i'm doing good..i'm doing good..just good. well, perhaps 'just good'. T__T nothing much. not a pleasant way to grow old actually :) no partner to fight with. no shoulder to cry on. no entertainment. no more lepak maulana. no more korean drama all night. no more k-chart hahaha. and i keep on saying i'm doing good. hahahahaha. so purak-purak-tabah ^^

the moment when i start to move to my current home-sweet-home, i think that is when i really learn to live as an adult *bluerkk*. tido alas tilam seriously soooooooo like  mat gian bak kata shakira ahmad ^^ hahaha.. right girlfriend? then i start to think what have i achieved this far? erkkkkkkkk...nothing T__T

i start to take life seriously.. i set my target. a month later i get myself a queen size bed. hahahahahahaha..sungguh tamak haloba i know..i know..and now i'm planning to get a laptop. kenapa bukan ipad??sebab tak guna beli ipad kalau guna pun tak reti dan malas nak belaja benda2 teknologi tu semua. jadi baek la beli laptop :)

dear 2012,

Please be good. please be awesome! :) my azam??! erkkk.i dont have any. no more azam please. i just want to go free this year. to grow old as a super happy women. i want to appreciate my family. my friends. my life. before i reach 30, I WANT TO TRAVEL TO 7 WORLD WONDERS. please pray for me. ^^

love you all,
Aisyah

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