Impressive. Satu hari ada dua entri. Hehehe. Pencapaian yang baik.
Ahad. Esok kerja tapi I tak boleh tidur. Rasanya sebab minum kopi ah huat tadi banyak sangat. Kenapa lah ah huat jual kopi. Kenapa tak jual maruku ke, aiskrim potong ke. *sigh*
Mungkin ah huat just one of the reason. Maybe jugak the only reason. Ataupun sebenarnya ah huat tak salah apa apa pun. I don't know. I don't even know where went wrong. Tapi I know when all this began.
When I finally decide to hand that person a gun,let him point to my heart hoping that he didn't pull the trigger. Am I regret?
I tak boleh decide which feeling is better. I finally met someone yang fit my personality. But somewhat I didn't feel right. Macam u pegi crowded place tapi u felt so lonely. Rather than before u where all alone tapi u felt complete.
At times I wish he did pull the trigger. So that I can leave now. Because I know if I stayed any longer, I wouldn't be able to find myself back. I will fall hard. Bleeding. Fractured.
I am afraid I might not be able to recover.
I am speechless. Hopeless.